You're a Monster

its been so long since ive written a creepypasta here! even thought i absolutely hate the new wiki layolt, im going to make another here to see if ive improved c: // constructive criticism is always appreciated and im rlly sorry for the grammar mistakes [except for the ones on the ending, they were intentional], im not from this country

''I'm really sorry about the lack of details, i dont have much time left. I'd send you an audio if i could open my mouth but i feel like im going to vomit all of my teeth off whenever i try to. Please, i beg you. Copy and paste my message on the first page open in your browser. Maybe, just maybe i can have my place at heaven if people listen to me.''

''And whats so urgent that needs you to read a message coming from me, your unfaitful and idiot daughter? Well..''

''I am sorry, mother. I really am. I should've listened to you. I shouldn't run away from you. I shouldn't steal your pokeballs and your money. I shouldn't even try to become a pokemon master. And i know that many children may have the same dream as i had and might dare to try to do the same thing as i did.''

''Pokemon.. They're powerful weapons while choosing to obey you, and cruel murders when going agaisnt you. I've learned that on the hard way, hehe.''

''We trust on these little [or not so little..] things to do our dirty and hard work for us, and sometimes we even care for them, as if they were our friends or any stupid thing like that. I'm going to be really honest, not all of us get to know this harsh but deserved ending. In fact, your pokemon only get to know the real you if you're really unlucky. Whoever, none of us are safe from this punishment.''

Today they've beaten me up, and theres no pokemon center that can even bother to save me.

''I can feel the poison taking over my body while slowly leading my fingers my cellphone's keys. I can hear my own heavy breathing. I want to vomit. To vomit all of my organs out. I'd also like to cry, but i don't deserve it. I was selfish, therefore i must accept my fate. And thats why i tell both of you, mother and reader.''

''You're a monster, just as i am. Kidnapping creatures to fight for yourself and forcing them to be your friends.''

''I REFUSE MYSELF TO GO TO HELL ALONE! I WONT ACCEPT THIS FGATE I CANT BE THE ONLY EVIL SOUL TO BE PUNSHED YORE AS AWFUL AS I AM AND I WILL NOT JUST LIE DOWN HER ND LEAVE YOU ALONE JUST BECAUSE YOU''

That's what was found on my daughter's cellphone. As asked by her, here's what's written. It's been months since i've read it for the first time.